Log in

No account? Create an account
Elephant [entries|friends|calendar]

[ userinfo | livejournal userinfo ]
[ calendar | livejournal calendar ]

[12 Jul 2030|01:22am]
[ mood | perfect ]

i really do think i love you all.

not like any of you will read this.

you are all amazing people. even more amazing, if you read this.

this summer has been fantastic so far. and it just keeps getting better. :)

♥♥♥ brite eyes ♥♥♥ **

[17 May 2030|08:08pm]
well. yeah. i want retire this livejournal. but i don't think i ever will. i like it.


♥♥♥ brite eyes ♥♥♥ **

if you invited everyone you knew. you'd see, the greatest gift would be from me. [27 Apr 2030|09:34pm]
i feel kinda lonely lately. i mean i know i have friends, but still. i can't help feeling hollow and empty.

♥♥♥ brite eyes ♥♥♥ **

*yawn* [07 Apr 2030|09:39pm]

lets see here. i don't remember the last time i have been so bored. my dad being on afternoon shifts(2-10) totally blows. i wanted to do something with rachel today, but she had to babysit, so she said.

oh well. i have given up pop for a whole week now. its like old times. :) well. technically i had a couple sips here and there. but those don't count.

i miss having a best, best friend. living close to me. i can't believe both of them live in fucking hobart now.

white stripes2 ♥♥♥ brite eyes ♥♥♥ **

[05 Apr 2030|07:48pm]
well. i am updating

even though no one will read this.

so, well. i think i might do something with tara at the talent show. that would be fun if we actually do something..

i am trying to drink 8 glasses of water a day. and at the moment i have 5, so i only need three more for today.

white stripes1 ♥♥♥ brite eyes ♥♥♥ **

hips like cinderella [30 Dec 2029|05:29pm]
[ mood | irritated ]

a couple people from hobart are coming to my house for new years...not a lot going on, i wanted a big party, but i wasen't prepared to ask for that...

don got in a minor accidnet...

he is perfectly fine

he bumped into kayla molyo's family i think..

i have so much homework to do, i really should be doing that, but i cannot get myself to do it..i will end up having so much homework this week during school, cause i am so damn lazy...

oh well..


white stripes1 ♥♥♥ brite eyes ♥♥♥ **

"behind every man now alive stand thirty ghosts" [26 Dec 2029|04:26pm]
[ mood | i don't know why ]

christmas is all over, sad isn't it?

i got

-a dvd/cd holder
-2 harry potter shirts
-a beatles shirt
-a nightmare before christmas shirt
-badly drawn boy cd
-pixies cd
-modest mouse cd
-all i want
-aladdin, special edition
-a really cute piggy bank
-almost famous
-a book..(lord of the the rings)
-2 belts

and some more crap, but i already put a lot

tell me what your favorite thing was this year?!

nothing else to write about..

i am probably going to go play ddr...


white stripes3 ♥♥♥ brite eyes ♥♥♥ **

"another year over, a new one just begun" [24 Dec 2029|12:35am]
[ mood | you know why ]

i am overyjoyed...technically it is christmas eve


on other notes..from angie for christmas i got a game called "don't be a dork" it is so fun and hilarious..you have to be willing to be a REALLY big dork when you play though..but it is so fun

only today..then christmas!

woo hoo!

i don't think i can handle it anymore!

christmas story marathon starts at 8 tonight


white stripes2 ♥♥♥ brite eyes ♥♥♥ **

"i listen to my words, but the fall far below" [28 Nov 2029|09:56pm]
[ mood | content ]

wow, i havn't updated in a long time, they changed it since that last time i have been here...

thanksgiving is over already i can't believe it..chritmas is really close now..you can listen to chirstmas music, wrap presents, and put up lights without feeling guilty..GO HOME AND HAVE FUN!!

i can't believe the second mid-term is almost here, its really going so fast...

here is some lines from modest mouse i enjoy much so...

"the days go slow, but the years go fast"

"every time you think you're walking you're just moving the ground."

"every time you think you're talking, you're just moving you're mouth"

"the universe is shaped exactly like the earth, if you go straight long enough, you end up were you were."

and much, much more, but eh..i can't think right now

don is no longer in the modern romantics..


white stripes2 ♥♥♥ brite eyes ♥♥♥ **

she's losing it [12 Sep 2029|03:40pm]
[ mood | sympathetic ]

no one reads this anymore, so its more like just a journal..which is kinda nice, but i do miss getting comments...

stuff has been going so fast, summer, weekends, and like everything..i know that sounds really stupid, but i don't know..thats the best i can explain it..its not a bad feeling, but its not a good feeling..before i know it i'm gonna be 30 with two kids and husband whos working all the time to pay for the bills..its going to suck..i don't want to growup..i want to stay 14 or 16 forever! i know i am being whiney..but eh...

anyways...got a new skirt, top, cd(badly drawn boy), dvds(american beauty and a life less ordinary)..and i think thats it..so far i am enjoying all of them very much..

i feel like i haven't hung out with my friends in FOREVER, it sucks..ergh..i miss them..i see them at school everyday, but i want to see them out of school!

okay well going to go finish cleaning my room, i was taking a brake..hehe

-Emily :) :)

white stripes2 ♥♥♥ brite eyes ♥♥♥ **

no comment [05 Sep 2029|08:10pm]
[ mood | calm ]

i love pete yorn so much...i don't know, just everytime i listen to for nancy i feel like crying, but like a good crying..its nice..

oh god music is just so, there is no word for how much i like it, and how it makes me feel really good, or really depressed..i couldn't live without it..

anyways...the new java jims is pretty cool..its a lot bigger...it was really packed the first night, but the second night it wasen't that busy at all..but the modern romantics did really good..one of there best shows in a really long time..and one secret also rocked..thought they did really good..and they played my favorite song, which was nice.. :)

thats about it, have a nice night..

♥♥♥ brite eyes ♥♥♥ **

another survery....ugh [23 Aug 2029|07:36pm]
[ mood | blank ]

i have just been so bored lately...that i am going to go another survey...

zZ_ You _Zz

name - Emily Ann Sjoerdsma

do u like it - not the first name, but the last name yes

age - 14

eye color - "brown eyed girl"..ugh

hair color - natural is dishwater blonde, but right now it has like a redish orageish thing going...

hair length - how the hell am i supposed to know..to my shoulders..?

height - like 5"7

bad habits – hmm...i bite my nails..and uhh.. a lot more things

zZ_ School _Zz

where do u go to school - Hebron..we all got to the same school

wut grade are u in - 8th

wuts ur favorite subject - hmm..english..

wuts ur school colors - uhh...uh...oh yeah red and white..that scared me for a sec well not really

wuts ur schools mascot - a hawk..."hebron hawks"..thats so stupid

whos ur favorite teacher – Mrs. Write...she goes to my old school

zZ_ Favorites _Zz

movie - Lord of the Rings...all three are probably tied

album - right now...i don't actually know..which is weird

color - black..

saying - i don't have one..but i guess... one of them is "everyone wants to go to heaven, but nobody wants to die"

thing to do - hang out with jackie or kelly and just like sit and talk

sport - bowling, if that counts

tv show - scrubs, or boy meets world...or wonder years

vacation spot - hmm...i don't have one

season - fall..everything is dying..thats not why i like it, but i love how it feels

holiday - christmas of course..

zZ_ This OR That _Zz

black N white OR rainbow - black and white

christmas OR birthday - christmas..it makes me sooo happy..

tootsie roll OR hershey bar - tootsie toll

pink OR black - black

computer OR phone - phone..you can hear there voice

shower OR bath - shower..bath you are like sitting in your own filth

rain OR shine - rain, usually

flowers OR candy - uhh candy, unless it comes to roses..

soccer OR basketball - ugh, they both suck, but basketball, i suppose

skirts OR dresses - skirts

zZ_ Word Association _Zz

blue - grass

cute - boys

baby - back

lazy - fatass

christmas - break

car - jack

haha - hehe

I am - tired

wooden - bike... bike, thats weird

zZ_ Random _Zz

r u bored right now - yes, very

can u jump up and down for 5 min - i don't know..i have never tried it...

r u a teenager - yes, i am

do u have glasses or contacts - glasses...

do u have braces - eww..yes

do u have ur license - no,..if i did..i wouldn't be filling this out

do u like ur life - usually

do u like to clean - HAHAHAHA

do u like wearin skirts - uhh..yes

-Emily this one was pretty stupid..but oh well

white stripes1 ♥♥♥ brite eyes ♥♥♥ **

SURVERY...HEY HEY! [18 Aug 2029|07:28pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

first best friend= Amy
first screen name = MsEmilyAnn...*frowns and blushes*
first self purchased cd = Spice girls i think..wee hee he
first funeral= my Grandmas...:(
first piercing/tattoo = sadly none...i am pathetic
first enemy = Miranda..cause she made my bestest friend cry :(
first big trip = Flordia..visiting my nana and papa..and like going to unverisal i think..

last long car ride = well like REALLY long..our rode trip..jeez..that was long, but it was worth it
last good cry = like a week ago, i think
last library book checked out = oh my, i don't remember..the libary has called me and told me that they have my libary card there like 4 times..hehe
last beverage drank = a coke cola thank you very much
last food consumed = pudding, chocolate pudding to be exact
last phone call = Jackie..thanks for the call
last time showered = like at 2 or 3
last shoes worn = my strawberry shortcake flip flops..
last song played = race for the prize
last annoyance = my kill bill poster looking crooked..i walked in there to get my cd player, and oh my god i just noticed that my kill bill poster isn't straight..and i am trying to fix it..i was even thinking about getting a ruler to make sure it was even..FUCK!
last time you had sex = ......

describe your
wallet = black and says dork..had a chain on it, thought it was ugly, took it off..
underwear = pink and had a bow on top..(the ones i am wearing)
tattoos = none
room = pink walls..and posters covering them..messy..big closet..ugly carpet..and yeah thats about it
Boyfriend= don't have one, so i would say he is pretty invisible
parents = ..no comment...

this or that
[boxers or briefs] = boxers, but i would rather have them wearing neither
[plaid or striped] = striped, but pin striped
[salt or pepper] = Salt...oh yes *shake it like a salt shaker*
[okay, ok, or o.k.] = okay..of course always okay
[bright colors or dark colors] = usually dark colors..but i like some bright
[tic-tacs or certs] = Tic-tacs..of course
[sunshine or rain] = rain, usually
[rain or snow] = Rain..oh my god..who the hell likes snow better?!?!?!?!
[sun or moon] = Moon..and stars
[silver or gold] = Silver..glam baby..
[silk, cotton, or flannel sheets] = Cotton..i think
[preps or freaks] = freaks..but dislike the labels
[popcorn-with or w/out butter] = don't like popcorn..so yeah
[ketchup, mayo, mustard, or relish]= ketchup..woo hoo
[shampoo + conditioner in one or separate]= separate

if you were ____ what would it be?
an animal = a flamingo..but i don't really know, that was the first thing that came to my head
a fruit = Orange
a vegetable = Carrot
a color = black, i think
a bug = ladybug...

short answer
are you smart? = usually..depends what its about
do you like onions? nopt like plain onions
what instruments can you play? = bass, but not good, still
what words do you overuse? = haha, jesus, and jeez
do you sleep with socks on? = no, i can't sleep if i have them on
are you ticklish? = yes..almost everywhere
are you shy? = if i don't know you well
do you talk to yourself? = not like a convo oranyhitng, but sometimes i will be like " go do the laundry"
do you have a basement or an attic? = basement..and an attic type thing in our garage
did you go to preschool? = like a daycare..
are you a morning person? = HAHAHAHAHA!

you touched?: My nana
you talked to?: in person..my nana
you hugged?: My Nana
you instant messaged?: rachel
you yelled at?: donnie
you thought about?: elijah wood
who text messaged you?: my cell phone doesn't do that neeto thing

# of people i could trust with my life: 4, maybe even 5, but i don't know
# of pets you have: i, but 4 if you count fish
# of scars on my body: i don't know
# of things in my past that i regret: not sure...


white stripes1 ♥♥♥ brite eyes ♥♥♥ **

ugh, i feel sick [08 Aug 2029|05:58pm]
[ mood | sick ]

okay, well in a better mood, then last update, thank god..but i do feel quite sick, thanks to my brother..i have a soar throat, and i am quie tired..

modern romantics show at rubino's yesterday..they did decent, but i thought it was going to be amazing, but they had some problems..like always..ugh..i was upset that i missed forever & always, i didn't even know they were going to play..but oh well..got to see a little bit of sad hannah, there not that good, but they just have an amazing bassit...which made me think they were really good, but i was wrong..

well my friend kelly was here for three days, that was pretty fun..she left like an hour ago...we whacthed peter pan the movie, and oh my it's so good..i loved more the second time i whathed it..i want to buy it soo bad..we also whatched kill bill vol. 2, which of course was good..i like seeing them better in theaters though..

lisenting to smiths lately, i love them..

-Emily :)

white stripes2 ♥♥♥ brite eyes ♥♥♥ **

ehh... [03 Aug 2029|09:13pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

i am allowed to have one entry where i bicker..

well, i don't know, i guess the best way to put it is i feel like shit..

i was at jackie's having a nice time, and all of sudden i don't know..ugh..i wanted to like die..well not die, but cry..

and i don't want people to feel sorry for me, but i like want help..i hate feeling like, if i talk, i am going to start bawling..that to stop feeling like this i would do almost anything.. and it used to be like if i was with a friend i would feel good..and i wouldn't feel like shit, but lately i don't know, that doens't even help as much..i start to think again..if that makes sense i don't know, but oh fucking well

god..i don't know..maybe i should see someone for it..or maybe i do need anti-depresants like my mom said..and lately people have been calling my rude or whiney..and that doens't help, i can't help it if i feel like shit, usually i try to be an upbeat perosn and nice..people used to say that i was never unhappy, but lately i don't know..cause like on vacation..even vacation i wasen't having a very fun time, and usually i love it..my dad said i wasen't fun anymore..and my brother kept bitching to me to be better, but god...i don't know..

okay well i am done..this is my one and only bickering update...

white stripes4 ♥♥♥ brite eyes ♥♥♥ **

[ viewing | most recent entries ]
[ go | earlier ]